Lonely, but Not Alone (Written 01.13.21)
Don't tell me not to feel lonely. You don't know what lonely is. I've spent many moons dancing by myself, and solo sunsets staring into...
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but she'll never be you.
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- 2 min
The Audacity.
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dearabi
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- 2 min
Hit it on the Nail.
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dearabi
- Mar 8, 2021
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Putting the FUN, in Fungi.
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The Difference.
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the light in me honors the light in you.
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dearabi
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hell has no fury like a woman scorned.
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